From: I@no.self (!) Newsgroups: alt.magick.tyagi,alt.zen,alt.philosophy.zen Subject: will zen happen? Date: 13 Sep 1997 03:52:40 -0700 Organization: Bay Junction Technology, Inc. Lines: 38 Sender: tyagi@news.bjt.net Message-ID: <5vdr9o$655@bay1.bjt.net> References: <341057BB.45405DA4@nsmail.corelus.com> Reply-To: tyagi@houseofkaos.abyss.com (!) X-Newsreader: NN version 6.5.0 (NOV) NNTP-Posting-Host: bay1.bjt.net Path: bridge!not-for-mail Xref: bridge alt.magick.tyagi:14903 alt.zen:71233 alt.philosophy.zen:16502 Justin Call : # Lets say that you practice breath counting on your own (i.e. no zen # center, no teacher, no fellow zen students). here center, all teachers, all students # When do you know it is time to begin more advanced forms of zazen # (not that breath counting is exactly zazen)? sitting # What should you take up after breath counting? breath not-counting # ...I breath count and breath count until I get really delusional # and stop practicing and then I'll read or hear something that will # remind me of what I was trying to accomplish (or in this case, # why I shouldn't be trying to "accomplish" anything) and start # up again. # ...Would this all have been avoided if I had practiced in the # fellowship of others? hermits have tree friends # Is it better that things worked out the way that they did? heads or tails? # How should my practice proceed? total destruction # I'm probably thinking too much. I should probably just do what I'm # doing avoid past pit falls and what will happen will happen? will happen didn't happen