To: coe@netcom.com (Church of Euthanasia)
From: tyagi@houseofkaos.abyss.com (boboroshi)
Subject: Sodomous Intercourse (#1)
References:
Orientation: House of Kaos, St. Joseph, Kali Fornika, US
kaliyuga Thu, 6 Jun 1996 04:21:28 -0700 (PDT)
49960606 (Aeon of the Adversary)
Sodomous Intercourse (#1)
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Heavily modified by Boboroshi (tyagi@houseofkaos.abyss.com)
Introduction
I see the Church favors sermons. I rarely find myself moved to this type
of communication (DIScourse) and have always hated being talked AT about
something. I glean more (even emotionally) from INTERcourse (sodomous!),
and so provide an alternative form to your sermons derived from conversa-
tions in IRC, a part of my personal outreach to the religious and occult
community online in preparation for offline activities.
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Participants (rendered anonymous) within channel #satanism:
(Boboroshi) - Kalifornica, US
- Norway
- Canada
- Finland
- Illannoy, US
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[enter: Df]
Are you guys real satanists or what???
How can we tell? I think it can be pretty hard to figure
out what is a 'Real Satanist' but I'd love to have your input.
Why can't you know if you are a real satanist?
Because the only Satanism I know is my own, other than having
read about some other people's. I notice there is a lot of
variation.
What is a satanist in your opinion then?
I'm not sure 'Satanist' can be explicitly defined. I think
there are many ways to define it for oneself. Now as to 'what
is Satanism', I think it varies tremendously.
In Norway we have those who burn churches... Are you that kind?
Burning churches? You mean that they define themselves through
their activity of destruction of religion? there are religious
fanatics of various sorts.
They also think that everybody has the right to kill.
That doesn't mean that they are representative of the ideals of
their path.
Yes, right.
The right to kill anyone? It could lead to some rather serious
anarchic tendencies. I would personally oppose such violations.
But that doesn't mean I disrespect them, and I urge them to make
their religion into whatever form works for them. If they decide
to become antisocial then I merely point out to them that in the
long run it may be to their disadvantage. And I may support laws
which restrict such things. Now as to 'what is Satanism', I
think it varies tremendously.
So basically, you are a libertarian?
I have not always seen my views adequately represented by
Libertarians in terms of politics. My Church is the Church of
Euthanasia.
[enter Tt]
So you guys believe in Satan!?
Tt, I am quite fond of Satan, yes.
Br, well... what is Satan?!
Tt, to me, Satan is wild nature.
You oppose violence, but you are fond of Satan???
Df, yes.
Br, isn't that easy for people to misunderstand? I mean, people
as large put a whole different idea into the word Satan.
Df, I think they are talking about the same thing yet they
slander Satan horribly. And I don't see many supporting Satan.
Br, Nature=Satan???
Tt, wild nature, yes. UNCONTROLLED by society and self. it is
under attack by popular religion in the West.
Br, so this means you want no law to control the animal
instinct?
Tt, please rephrase. I am not sure what you mean.
Br, when you are angry... you shout.. kill... fight.. when you
want to have sex... you just jump on the first woman you see.
Tt, I do not promote my cause above that of others.
You are talking about being totally engulfed by Satan.
I think that a balance is valuable.
How do you acheive the balance!?
Tt, by focussing on both discipline AND indulgence and looking
carefully. I offer my service to the Darkness, to Satan, to
wild nature. In part because these are under siege by ignorant
humans. Satan is the Leader of the Underdog Rebellion.
Br, do you subscribe to the views of Nietzsche?
Br, consequences of each, so that means you are careful of some.
Df, I don't know enough about Nietzsche to be sure, but I like
alot of what I hear so far, especially about herd-mentality.
I'm unsure about this Ubermensch thing as yet. Many people have
told me that what I write about and enjoy discussing has alot to
do with Nietzsche. Some of my friends agree that alot of
Satanic philosophy derives from Nietzsche's works, but as I am
unstudied in that I cannot say. LaVey is often criticized or
complimented by his apparent reference or association with Nietzsche,
for example. There are others who take a different approach of
course. But here's a URL on the man's philosophy.
http://search.yahoo.com/bin/search?p=Nietzsche
[enter: M1]
Br: well I think that philosophy is just one side of satanism.
M1, agreed completely. In fact I'd say intellectual things are
perhaps a minor element of my own Satanism, though I use these
as inspiration.
I agree with you, on some points, but I don't see the connections
between your views and the symbols you use.
Df, you have to get into the study of symbology to appreciate
their meaning. Are there any particular symbols you'd like to
discuss? Remember that some have used the term 'Satanism' to
deride and castigate. All the symbols associated with it are
not applicable to all Satanists. In fact it is possible that
no two Satanisms are alike.
Br: But you make it twice as hard to get your message through,
using those symbols. Why use them then?
Df, is it a message? Perhaps Satanism is not an intent to
persuade, not an intend to communicate an idea or tell other
people something. Perhaps Satanism is a life path which is
sufficient to itself. Perhaps this is what 'wild nature'
truly is.
Br, got your point there. But you unnecessarily get people
opposed to you by using those symbols.
Df, then those people should detach themselves from needing to
control other people's symbols and their meanings.
Br, Satan for one. Personifying true evil.
Df, 'true evil'? What is that? Satan as a symbol? Ok.
Not very explicit, but we can go with it. Satan the MYTHOLOGICAL
IMAGE is often portrayed with animalistic characteristics.
I.e. with horns, a tail, etc. Very important elements of wild
nature. Usually very indulgent (sex, pleasures, anger, etc.).
These are all found in the wild (what is left of it).
Br, defining evil :) That's a hard one... Greed without
limits, no compassion.
Df, I think you're talking about the nightmare of the Christian
establishment. Satan as the purveyor of the Urban Legend of
Satanism is usually not taken seriously by Satanists. Instead
we co-opt the language in the same way that the establishment
has co-opted language and rites for centuries.
But that is what people put into the symbol of Satan.
Df, then they must have some fear to work out in doing that.
Consider how what you are talking about relates to what some
psychologists call 'the shadow'. It is that which is opposed,
eshewed, repressed, pushed away. It comes back whether you like
it or not (perhaps the lesson of the Inquisition and a future
lesson humans will have to face, though I hope we're smarter).
[interlude]
Br, Wild Nature = Caos? No law, no rules?
Df, no law and no rules = anarchy. I tend to associate chaos
and anarchy and Satan, yes. I personally find that 'chaos'
merely means that we discern no pattern within it. I.e. we
can't intellectually understand it.
Br: yes and I have very troubled thoughts / feelings towards the
whole idea of intellect.
Br: Anarchy = the survival of the strongest, the most adaptive.
Df: Anarchy is a legitimate aspect of political studies.
See: anarchosyndicalism (about which I have not studied enough).
What you are describing is part of what was called 'evolution'
by Darwin if I am not mistaken, and is not usually applied by
Satanists I have known to politics except occasionally as
'Social Darwinism' (a wild concept).
Recently I have been intensely studying chaos and chaos magick
and more i begin to "see it as whole" ...the more I see that
chaos itself is one law. The only real chaos as it is
usually understood are the laws that are trying to define chaos.
Br, Remember that Nietzsche was one of Hitlers favorite philosophers.
Df, and with good reason, but that doesn't mean that Hitler was
one of Nietzsche's favorite politicians. ;>
Br: True :)
Df: It is fascinating how the most extreme anarchy seems to
produce the most strictly organised organisations..
M1: Law of nature?
Df: The laws that humen try to create.
M1, there is a wonderful mythological reference to chaos in the
form of Tiamat. And Chaos is given reference in many scriptures
as 'a darkened water'. Usually something representative of
emotion (some in Chaos Magick equate 'gnosis' with passionate
submersion in emotions).
Br: I have to admit that my knowledge what comes to assyrian etc
mythology is quite limited. I have studied it but not so that I
could see clear meanings for any of the gods. They seem to change
so much in different ages.
M1, my meaning is surface and general in regards Tiamat; i.e. a
popular association with Her as the Mother of the Cosmos,
Primordial Disorder. (which I tend to equate directly with Satan,
wild nature)
Br: In an anarchy, the strong will allways prey on the week ->
Df, I think that may be a fallacy, depending on how the anarchy
arises.
Df: hmm that makes sense.
Br: Many animals live in the same way -> wild nature...
Df, some maintain that 'anarchy' merely means 'no rulers',
for example, and that we can work our way to that without
subjecting the weak to consistent violation.
Br: i see. I believe there is no violation as long as
hierarchy is clear enough for everyone who are part of it.
M1, nothing overt, no. But hierarchy may be a violation
of our deepest instincts at a covert level. I see people
supporting CONTROL, LAW, DOMINATION, and ORDER, for example.
Plus most political systems tend toward change, and hierarchy
places power in the hands of those who may not be ready for it.
(as countless monarchies and oligarchies have demonstrated).
Br: true
Br: Subjecting the weak to violation -> law of the wild nature...
Df, I think there is much more to wilderness than such
domination. a study of the natural world indicates to me
that it is a consistent system which aids every part of
the whole. what we are doing is merely identifying with
the predator, as usual. And with our continued
multiplication, we are doing more damage to the wild nature
outside ourselves, which gives us sustenance, than any
natural predator might otherwise inflict. I.e. our OWN
wild nature is out of control, but in subtle ways.
1) reproduction; 2) dominating through force, etc.
I often feel that Satan is a personification of change
(and other). Could satanism ever be a major "religion" in a
nation-sized society?
M1, depends alot on what you mean by 'Satanism'. There is a
Satanism for every individual. Equivalent to asking perhaps
if anarchy is possible for large areas.
Br: I mean ethics and ideology mostly based on symbolism of
Satan.
M1, I think it may be possible, but not without serious study of
ourselves and how it might work. I have not yet attended this
study (of how anarchy could be instituted, which sounds like a
contradiction). But I am gathering data for it.
Br: If there was a satanic nation would there be anything so
special with it?
Yes. Its citizens would be completely free. In some ways what
you describe may be the ultimate form of what the founders of
the US had in mind. Though some things (like majority rule)
would have to be subtly changed. Unfortunately I have only
recently begun a study of political things. Actually I think
animals tend to work for themselves. My main research has
been in mysticism, magick, psychology and philosophy, so I'm
not sure how well I can defend anarchy as a political ideal.
but here's a URL which I particularly enjoy:
http://www.duke.edu/~eagle/anarchy/
Br: like u mentioned before animals tend to work for the whole
nature.. in these times of rapid destruction of nature that
would mean very radical actions.. like a strong satanic society?
I think most of the nations are based on the same values :)
M1, But other animals are not dissuaded from being PART of that
nature, which is in some ways the problem with 'civilization'
and establishment religion (God vs Nature is the norm, and we
are often presumed alien 'spirit' indwelling in flesh).
Br: yes on invidual level they work for themselves, but it is
natural that they work for the whole without understanding it
(in labels) is true.
M1, Exactly, just as described in some way within _Tao Teh Ching_.
The leaders are hidden, unknown. The people well-fed, slow of mind.
Br: I must say that in many ways I agree with some of your
points. I am also attracted to the idea of freedom. However,
I must say that your opinions, as far as I can see, are
something VERY different from what we use to call satanists in
my country. In Norway they are the people who burn churches,
kills and rapes. I cannot see how your satanism can be
compatible whith their's...
Df: ah.. that is not satanism.
Df, perhaps if you see their actions as a symptom of their
yearning to express their wild nature. If they describe
THEMSELVES as Satanists, then we may find value in trying
to understand them rather than merely condemning them.
Df: the ones who burn churches in Norway etc. dont even
call themselves satanists.. they are anti-satanists
M1, I do not say what is Satanism for others. This is why I
tend to question and oppose the notion of 'Real Satanism'.
I tend to presume that whatever someone says of themselves
(in labels) is true. Thus if you tell me that your Satanism
includes burning churches then I want to know how this fits
in with your practice. I see the value of directly opposing
religious establishment, for example.
Br: I agree 100%
Br: point taken, but these people calls themselves satanists.
Df, then I ally with them in their practices even if I may
oppose their methods. There are people whose Satanism I
don't understand and which I oppose. Some associate directly
with genocide, for example. I do not, and wish to oppose
them, even while I support a reduction in human population.
Df: as far as I know they dont call themselves satanists.
M1: In Norway, they do...
Df: no I know this thing. I namely speak about Norway. They
see themselves as true norwegians, as vikings who are fighting
christianity (and satanism) off from Norway.
M1, I can see the value in that, though I would not personally
associate with their methods if violent.
Br: I dont personally associate with them either. :) it is
basicly just Black Metal movement. kids burning churches etc.
the movement is here in Finland too so I wont say anything
positive about them in public media like this. ;)
Compare: environmentalism and the range of actions taken, from
polite outreach to Earth First! revolutionaries to Church of
Euthanasia Dada Activism. I associate with those Satanists in
NAME, and I am happy to do so. Especially as it represents what
THEY think of as Satanism. I locate the definition of Satanism
within the INDIVIDUAL. It is like Voltaire. I support their
will even while I may oppose them in the field. A Chivalry of
sorts. I think this may well be a prime element of Satanic
practice. I'm often the intermediary between religious
fanatics, for example.
[interlude; enter: Sy]
Satanism varies considerably. I can only speak about my own.
What is satanic practice?
It varies for each Satanist, I suppose.
Ah so what is satanism? explain yourself.
Satanism varies considerably. I can only speak about my own.
So speak about your own.
For me Satanism includes my support of Satan in the opposition
to our enemies. I am only now setting about determining who this
enemy is, though I have located the fronts of the battle in the
Four Pillars of my Church.
You have so many enemies?
There does appear to be a huge war on, yes.
How does your practice help you to defeat your enemies?
My objective is not to defeat my enemies so much as love them,
and this first requires a peace settlement. The Four Pillars
are the terms of such a peace settlement. The means of combat
is something I'm only now creating, but I'm using the Internet
to outreach and formalize my approach. I can describe each of
the Four Pillars of the Church, if you like.
Yes please describe the four pillars.
In brief: Abortion: access and encouragement of abortion to all
humans. Cannibalism: those who insist on eating meat, eat
human flesh. Suicide: access and encouragement of suicide to
all humans. Sodomy: encouraging all forms of sexuality which
do not lead to procreation.
So how much do you master this satanism?
Mastery is achieved through self-empowerment and expression of
passion in ways which convey its meaning (often arational).
How do you achieve the self empowerment?
Self-empowerment is achieved in different ways depending on the
conditions of the self. Often through challenging social taboos.
So how do you practically achieve this.
Usually through encouraging questioning authority and
restriction of energies for their refinement. That is,
philosophy, reflection, and ascetic rigor, combined with
a dedicated value toward hedonism.
So how do u get to be a master satanist?
Master Satanists are full-fledged warriors for the Four Pillars
as I see it. Also, we abide by the One Commandment: Thou shalt
not procreate.
So how do u spend your everyday life?
I spend my life doing very little presently, having recently
moved from a mostly educative period into association with the
Church, for which I'm now networking online, and soon off. I
also keep a temple here for Kali, and will soon be making a
blood pact with Satan signing away my entirety for the satiation
of my every desire in exchange for my service in oppoition to Hir
enemies. I also have taken up black robes, have eshewed
automobiles, have begun serious vegetarianism and am
experimenting with different forms of community and religion.
You ask great questions, Sy, may I quote this converation to my
Church?
What good would come from that?
The good which can come from quoting this conversation to my
Church is that its content may be placed within the Church
periodical: Snuff It, and many people may be inspired.
Why would you sign away for satiation of all of your desires?
I figure I'm headed back into the wild nature anyway, don't
believe in some sort of 'spirit world', seeing all this religion
stuff as metaphorical ultimately of material and psychological
concerns or quite meaningless otherwise, and would put forth a
great deal of energy toward the cause of Satan. If my desires
are somehow satiated, then I will have less impact upon Satan.
I thought satanism is a religion. Why do you need to try other
forms of community and religion? I thought you got your
fulfullment from satanism, so why you need more?
I find myself at odds with my community and the religions with
which I've had interaction, even while I appreciate the
information available within those structures and have gleaned
what I could from them before moving on to my own form of
worship, works and community. In many ways I may become a
sort of bridge amongst religious traditions due to not really
residing within any completely but seeing the value of their
practice (especially if they become incubative structures from
within which Satanism such as my own may arise).
[communication link broken; sodomous intercourse #1 ends]
copyright boboroshi 1996
tyagi@houseofkaos.abyss.com