To: alt.magick From: tyagi@shell.portal.com (tyagi mordred nagasiva) Subject: Re: What is "93?" Date: 49940701 Quoting:|tim@toad.com (Tim Maroney) |>tyagi |>Today it may be fruitfully argued that those who use these numbers as |>conventional greetings are only helping to further the reverse of the |>Law of Thelema by putting us all to sleep and grinding out the current |>by silly gematric equivalents which have almost no meaning to the |>average individual. |...What is the O.T.O. supposed to be? Is it the Abbey of Theleme from |Rabelais -- a taste of utopia, an attempt to erect a society in which |that "inner spur to virtue" is the "sole rule and guide of life"? These are the questions which true Thelemites ask, as I see it. |...[The OTO] offers initiation, instruction, encouragement in spiritual |practice, while also presenting a thoroughly corrupt society in which |one had better keep on the good side of the leaders, mouth the proper |slogans, and otherwise function as an =actor= in order to prevent friction. |...the Order model does have its merits. The skills you learn there are |the skills you need to remain a Thelemite and continue to work in society. |You will have to be outwardly an actor while keeping your inner integrity; |people will simply reject you if you constantly speak to them from the |heart. The defenses with which they hold back their own wills are |certain to flare out against you if you insist on showing them yours. |...the Order and Thelema-as-a-cult are meant as instructional games. |Many -- I would even say most -- people in the Order invest far too much |seriousness and self-image in these conventions and conformities. |...The Order provides them with tools with which they might eventually |transcend this perspective, but it cannot compel them to become Thelemites. These are the banners of the Revolutionaries within the Order. |People like you, who refuse to sell out their integrity by playing the |game, provide a generally useful reminder, Not only this, we set the tone through action rather than attempting to instruct through text or condition through old ceremonialism. ...